The rain is loud now, As if a giant feet arises from the clouds To step on the river under the bridge of my heart And disturb it in such a way That the sails of ships bend, And the water touches the bridge from below, Tickling it to sorrow… The rain is loud now, But actually, it has always been like this. You were there once, And I never felt it. But now, All there is Is this sorrow That tickles me from inside, As if it wants me to laugh, Yet doesn’t let me At the same time…
I've become a mannequin;
Adjusted here and there,
Dressed here and there,
And made to look through the glass
Into society.
I've become a mannequin;
An observer-
Seeing everything yet not able to
Interact with,
Fall in love with,
Or save
Anyone.
I've become a mannequin.
No.
I let myself become a mannequin
So that I won’t be responsible
For breaking anymore hearts;
So that I won't be the iron nail
Under someone's shoe.
I can’t help you.
But I can't hurt you either.
You can’t love me.
But I can’t love you either.
I'm here,
Being adjusted by the shopkeeper,
Dressed in the best clothes,
Cared for,
Repaired if broken.
I won't get any of these
If I become myself again.
So I’d rather remain a mannequin
Or die.
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