The rain is loud now, As if a giant feet arises from the clouds To step on the river under the bridge of my heart And disturb it in such a way That the sails of ships bend, And the water touches the bridge from below, Tickling it to sorrow… The rain is loud now, But actually, it has always been like this. You were there once, And I never felt it. But now, All there is Is this sorrow That tickles me from inside, As if it wants me to laugh, Yet doesn’t let me At the same time…
I go down... My face melting into itself Like being punched in slow motion. I go down... Moving without action, Screaming without sound... Not even allowed to curse myself As the words get stuck in the many bubbles Which pop out of existence. I go down... Slowly. Now time moves through me, Not the other way around. I go down And hit a rusting anchor With a rusting chain Covered in algae and sucking fish. I stop Spitting out bubbles As it is a language only I understand. I stop spitting out bubbles And become one with the rocks, The anchor, The anemone dancing to remind us That there is a music to all this We cannot hear.